I think I've finally found the energy or the drive or whatever it is to move on.
I woke up this morning and just thought "Stuff this! I am so sick of being sad. I'm just going to get over this."
Maybe it'll work maybe it won't but I have had enough of my self-centered, me-focused depression.
Time to look at my kids and make their lives great through making mine better.
All those people who hurt me are now left to deal with their own shit.
I wash my hands of you.
You have no power over me anymore.